In my ovaries! I know what you thought when you read that heading....sorry if I disappointed anyone:-)
Today I was violated in the Ultrasound room. My OBGYN wanted to make sure that everything looked normal since Foster and I have been trying to make baby #2 with no success. From what she said, everything looks good with my ovaries, so that is a relief. I think that my biggest fear since losing Rosie is that I will never conceive another child. That for some reason my daughter was ripped away from me because I'm not meant to have children.. Well, so far, other than the little septum in my uterus, and my hypothyroidism which is being treated for the first time, all looks well.
Foster and I talked last night, and he said that he would feel more comfortable if we waited until after I graduated to start Clomid. Not that we would be very far along in a pregnancy, but because he doesn't want me to have to stress over something like trying to conceive or protecting a baby while I am finishing school. I love how considerate my husband can be! We figure, if it happens naturally between now and then, great! However, we won't pursue any fertility meds until after March.
Another full month has gone by with out my sweet girl. 9 months! Wow.....it seems like just yesterday. Time truly does fly by! We miss her evry day, and hope that one day God decided to bless us with another child.
That is just about all I have to update about now. I have been swamped with homework, and have 3 tests and a paper due next week...wish me luck!
Well Here's a Huge Update
2 months ago